When I first started driving, my mom told me I drove without purpose. I had no clue where I was going, so I drove slow. If you didn’t know, people get mad at you for going 45 MPH on the interstate because you don’t know where your exit is and because you’re just flat out scared of all the cars. Just like the interstate, the world has a way of leaving us behind if we’re hesitant. I’ve felt it a lot lately in college just waiting to know what God’s next step is for me and how all these pieces of me fit together. It’s easy to panic and maybe even take steps without God just wanting to go somewhere. But God hasn’t called us to somewhere, He’s called us to victory.
In Genesis 15, God tells Abraham (then Abram) “Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward.” He then responds with his own doubt, telling God “Sovereign Lord, what can you give me since I remain childless and the one who will inherit my estate is Eliezer of Damascus?” And Abram said, “You have given me no children; so a servant in my household will be my heir.” God goes on to promise Abraham that his his own flesh and blood, his own son will be his heir and his descendants will be as many as the stars in the sky. Even though he believed God, he also had so much doubt and was so impatient to see God’s way of working this out, that he and his wife decided to take matters into their own hands, as Sarah (then Sarai) gave her slave Hagar to have a son with her husband. This was not the child God had promised them. God appears the Abraham again to again tell him he will have a son with his wife, and this time, Abraham laughs, saying “Will a son be born to a man a hundred years old? Will Sarah bear a child at the age of ninety?” Sarah does a similar thing later in Genesis 18 when the three men visit and tell Abraham that at that time the next year, Sarah will have a son and she laughs and says “After I am so worn out and my lord is old, will I now have this pleasure?” The Lord then speaks to Abraham and says “Is anything too hard for the Lord?”
We all get into those places of doubt and impatience as we wait for God to fulfill His promises to us. The temptation is always there to take things into our own hands, but that is never the answer. Rushing into something God doesn’t have planned for you just so you can do something will only make things harder. As hard as it is, our job is to wait patiently for The Lord to fulfill his promises in our lives.
Maybe you don’t know exactly what that promise is, but I can tell you one promise God has for all His children from Jeremiah 29:11. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares The Lord, “plans to prosper you, not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.” What more do we need to know? God knows what He’s doing, and He has nothing less than the best planned for you. 1 Corinthians 2:9 tells us However it is written, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has planned for those who love Him.” How does that promise not give us peace? How does it not make us feel foolish to think that we sometimes want to do our own thing and not wait for God’s plan? We can throw ourselves into a thousand different things, hoping to find “our thing,” we can work and work and make millions, we can be so busy that we can’t remember what rest is, but at the end of the day, if God’s not at the center of any of it, if we aren’t doing what He called us to do, we will never be satisfied.
That’s what worrying about the future does, it makes us anxious and spastic. It leads us farther and farther from what God created us for. Matthew 6:33-34 tells us “But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” We don’t seek God in response to what He gives us in our lives, we seek God and His kingdom first, we put Jesus as King over our lives and then we watch on in amazement as He fills our lives with more than we could ever imagine. Maybe today you’re a senior in college with no clue what you want to do afterwards, or maybe your a freshman who’s grades aren’t great and who’s questioning their major with no clue where to turn next. Maybe you’re sitting in an office wondering what you’re even doing there, or flipping burgers wondering why nothing better has come along. It doesn’t matter! Don’t you dare let that anxiety and worry for the future come in and steal your joy and hope! God knew exactly where you’d be right now, and He knows what’s coming and it is wonderful. Trust Him. Pursue Him. Love Him. And I promise, doors will begin to fly open!